I Don’t Wanna Want It

[Verse 1]
One night and you got me in a spiral
Halloween, cut me up like Michael
Now I'm running for my life, it's a cycle
It gets me every time, though

[Pre-Chorus]
I just really want you close
But if you were, I know there's nothing that could stop me falling
If there's anything I learned, I never wait my turn
'Cause there is nothing worse than wanting

[Chorus]
You always fuck around with me
Karma love is such a tease
I'm drinkin' you up, I can't get enough, but I don't wanna want it
You give me scars, I let them bleed
You lit the match, I'm gasoline
It's making me numb, is that what you want?
'Cause I don't wanna want it

[Verse 2]
One kiss and I'm in a different time zone
Pull my hair like a bullet in a bible
Just missed, so I'm checking all my vitals
At least I'm still alive, though

[Pre-Chorus]
I just really want you close
But if you were, I know I'd end up in a psych asylum
If there's anything I learned, I never wait my turn
'Cause there is nothing worse than wanting you

[Chorus]
You always fuck around with me
Karma love is such a tease
I'm drinkin' you up, I can't get enough, but I don't wanna want it
You give me scars, I let them bleed
You lit the match, I'm gasoline
It's making me numb, is that what you want?
'Cause I don't wanna want it

[Bridge]
I want your face inside my hands
Would you like that?
The thought of you is just too good to feel this bad
So bad

[Chorus]
You always fuck around with me
Karma love is such a tease
I'm drinkin' you up, I can't get enough, but I don't wanna want it
You give me scars, I let them bleed
You lit the match, I'm gasoline
It's making me numb, is that what you want?
'Cause I don't wanna want it