I Don’t Wanna Talk

[Verse]
Pushing into cities
Going back to ends
I'm feeling so empty
Got no back to bend
I'm okay when I need to
Got no lack of sins
Still, every single time it ends up like this
I'm going round in spirals
I felt the way
You felt when I felt
I'm swirling away
Fade into dust
I spent my own pain
So over this shit
Wanna throw it all away

[Chorus]
But I keep on holding on
This ideal in my head
You're so good to me I swear
But it don't make sense
I keep on going back to the same damn thing
And I can't let it go
Can't let it fade away
So leave me alone
I don't wanna talk
You seem really nice but I keep the door locked
Every time I think back to all thе times I had
I don't give a fuck, it's just you I want back