I Don’t Wanna Lose You Too

I swear to god I wanna cry every time I see you
Honestly can’t believe you
You so gone off the coke
You done lost all hope
You told me this is how you cope
Remember when we used to kick in it back in sixth grade
We was on top of the world thought we had shit made
Now I see you with a blade
Yo never mind
I don’t wanna see you like this
Saw you so I had to write this
You lost your mom I know that was tough
And all these drugs done called your bluff
I’ve lost people too bro I know it’s rough
Now you got me here feeling bad for some shit I didn’t do
I don’t know who this is because this person just isn’t you
And know you gon' be mad cause I’m telling you the truth
Got a little brother you setting a bad example for the youth
The only way I release my pain is by stepping in the booth
I lost a friend to suicide
I don’t wanna lose you too
Man I really miss how shit used to be
The signs where there I refused to see
I’m sick of these women confusing me
They see a kind soul start abusing me
Two years ago I started producing beats
Got homies that are grinding on these streets
Telling them to stop they won’t take a seat
Fuck man this shit is tough
Man the road is rough
I'm still looking for happiness in the same place that I lost it
Gave my heart to someone and she tossed it
Memories of the past I can’t get across it
Running from my problems you would think that im in Cross-Fit
My ability is unbelievable unspeakable
Not reachable I am a disease that is not treatable
Fuck
I’m sick of having empty pockets
Fuck all these false prophets
Leave my feelings in a socket
Fuck my ex she did damage
So I left that bitch like a savage
Blowing on these trees releasing pain
It will stay in remain i think I’m going insane
Crazy shit that can’t explain
Distancing myself from my friends
Can’t seem to see everything blends
I don’t wanna fuck with these trends
I don’t fuck with this world or other people
I wish that we where all equal
But that’s not the fuckin case
Racial discrimination
Its time for eliminations
Hate all these limitations