I don’t wanna let go

[Chorus]
I don't wanna let go but I'm feelin' like I have to
Hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood
I just need some space, I just need to concentrate
On the ways I can keep myself out of an early grave
And I don't wanna let go but I'm feelin' like I have to
Hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood
I just need some space, I just need to concentrate
On the ways I can keep myself out of an early grave

[Verse 1]
I can not wait
'Cause I'm losin' my hope, losing control
Feel like I'm losin' everyone I keep close
I walk down this road but I do it alone
Summer or winter I'm still gon' feel cold
I know things have changed but I can't let it go
Glad that I'm hopeful, it's great but the distance, it grows
Introspection got me mixin' messages
Like I used to mix the pills with control

[Verse 2]
I'm confusin', elusive
Out of my mind half the time
Way too lit, now lose it
Lost where no one else could find
I've been on autopilot
I can't watch my life pass me by
But I don't wanna leave my vices behind

[Chorus]
And let go but I'm feelin' like I have to
Hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood
I just need some space, I just need to concentrate
On the ways I can keep myself out of an early grave
And I don't wanna let go but I'm feelin' like I have to
Hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood
I just need some space, I just need to concentrate
On the ways I can keep myself out of an early grave

[Verse 3]
'Cause as of lately
I've been lost in, my mind like a pit that I can't help but fall in
I feel way too toxic
I hold it inside cause it's only my fault and I
I feel exhausted
I'm falling apart while my loved ones are watchin' though
And they can't stop it
Good intentions are empty when they're disregarded
I need to find new ways to cope
Past reapin' the profits of ones that I sowed up
Cause inside I still feel alone
My heart is a home with the windows and doors shut
And I still feel so much damn love
I know that I don't have to do this alone, but
I'm still gettin' lost in the drugs I'm lost in the lust

[Chorus]
And I don't wanna let go but I'm feelin' like I have to
Hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood
I just need some space, I just need to concentrate
On the ways I can keep myself out of an early grave
And I don't wanna let go but I'm feelin' like I have to
Hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood
I just need some space, I just need to concentrate
On the ways I can keep myself out of an early grave
Cause as of lately...