I Don’t Wanna Get High

[Verse 1]
Wanna hang up this lingerie
Wanna get off this highway
I’ve been losing self and losing sleep
‘Cuz I’m more than what he made of me
I’mma put these glass shoes aside
I ain’t looking like a Cinderella tonight
‘Cuz I gotta move on
I gotta move on
Been way too long, oh

[Pre-Chorus]
Mama you say I got daddy issues so I’m broken
I need to breathe
Mama you say I’ll win Grammy’s ‘cuz I am chosen
I need to believe
But, I ain’t gon’ last with this numbing
Still need some cash and some loving
But I, can’t seem to see the light or how, I’mma get by

[Chorus]
I, I don’t wanna get high
But I wanna feel something right
I don’t wanna get high
High

[Verse 2]
I been thirty years in the making
I got thirty years of heartbreaking
Still I got no stuff to show for these doubles
I ain’t got no love but I got thе muscle
In my inner space I’m just a child
And my pokеr face is only to survive, I
Gotta stay strong
I gotta stay strong
Been strong too long, oh

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Mama you know you’re the only love I ever knew, it
Breaks my heart
Knowing I grew and all the shit I put you through, I’m sorry
It breaks my broken heart
No, I ain’t gon’ last with this numbing
Still need some cash and some loving
But I, I’m looking for the light and I, promise I’mma get by

[Chorus]
I, I don’t wanna get high
But I wanna feel something right
I don’t wanna get high
High

[Bridge]
I just wanna feel
Something more than this half-awake
I want something real, realer than just some half-mistake
I’m 100 out or in, born without and born to sin
Wanna feel if it’s my only win

[Chorus]
I, I don’t wanna get high
But I wanna feel something right
I don’t wanna get high
High