I DON’T WANNA FEEL THIS WAY

Last month was not my best
Thank god for my life vest
Move like unwelcome guest
Shallow breath left my chest
I gave this all my hopes
Smoke helps me stay afloat
Love is from my last name
Well up and own my shame

I don't wanna feel this
Stalled out in the drive
All alone with the street lights
Live my truth it could be nice
It could be nice
It could be nice
It could be nice

I just wanna vacation
From here
Lets disappear
Ill find my cheer

I don't wanna talk to anyone
Everyone lost my interest
I don't wanna talk with anyone
Everyone lost my interest
I don't wanna walk with anyone
I don't wanna talk with anyone
I don't wanna do all the things that they do anymore

I don't wanna talk right now
Could you give me a couple weeks to calm down

(tone down)

I don't wanna feel this
Stalled out in the drive
All alone with the street lights
Live my truth it could be nice
It could be nice
It could be nice
It could be nice

Its unclear what i want
I'm lost and i'm out of thought
I don't know how to share

I'm running out of time
I gotta think of mine
I gotta think its mine

Have to take a hit
Just to go to sleep

Im okay