I Don’t Wanna Feel Like This Anymore

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Verse]
She can tell lies like I never fucking know
Gun up to my head when it's time to fucking go
Girl, I'm going crazy, I don't know which way to go
Falling from the top, I'm doing more than breaking bones
Always been a bad guy, meet me from a past life, it's been so long
She said I got the sad eyes, we fight and then we fuck, I know that hurts so
Ain't no fucking afterlife
I tried so hard, but you just don't even seem to care
Nightmares happen every night
I keep my gun on me, why the fuck would I be scared?
Happens every night, happens every time, oh no
I don't even ask why, I don't even wanna try, oh no
Can't even look in the mirror anymore without wanting to throw up
And I said that's the last time, but I don't wanna grow up
Why the fuck everyone say they proud of me like I'm supposed to just know it?
And I know you don't like hearing shit like this, baby, at least I could own it

[Chorus]
I don't wanna feel like this anymore, no
I don't wanna feel like this anymore
I don't wanna feel like this anymore
Oh no, no, no