I don’t understand why i still feel this way

Intro:
My ice melted
My soul is helpless
I am drownin
My tears are mountains

Verse 1:
I am stuck frozen over
Red october
I am mad i am empty i am sad
All these feelings that i had
Runnin never get em back

Verse 2:
That's just how i feel now
I cried out my emotions
Turned around to reveal how
I can't hold it in i just scream out
(look at me wow)
I miss u in my bed
U live inside of my head
(is it nice there?)
Where did we go wrong?

Verse 3:
Let the lighter flicker in my dark room
Let the candle light away everything too soon
If i really can't feel then why am i sad
All my problems pilin up please get outta my head
It's a wave

Verse 4:
Let my tears cry out everything i won't say
My heart is not safe
I do not have the stamina i need a piece of real life
Know the way that i been feelin
Ain't what i should feel like

Where did i go wrong
Where did here did i go wrong

I just can't feel