I Don’t Understand

[Verse 1]
Just about every day I'm trying to promote
Trying to do all that I could
Brought my CDs into a local store
And threw it away cause the way that I look
Not even knowing how it sounds
I work myself when I am tired
The stores do not post my posters
And they throw away my flyers, now
How can I be the one making myself
Into persons that who will not give me a chance?
I'm pulling and busting and flooding my veins
It's just putting me in spot where they laugh and dance
I'm just a joke to everyone's eyes
If you look in mine then you cannot deny
If you felt the force then you can reply
Living my life every second of the time
My name will never stick in your brains
"It's the same, it's lame"
I came to bring
This music's not the same
I'm an underground artist
And I'm never doubting it
Corpus Christi is my birth place
And I'm hella proud of it
But even though some people
Seem to be shady
They look down on me
And that's the thing that keeps me going
And I'm working really hard
But why bring me down?
I don't know what's going on
It's happening all around

[Chorus x2]
Everywhere that I see
I see people doubting me
(Can't you see? I am stuck!
And that I need help!)
Why don't all these people
Ever seem to take the time?
*I'm going thru a maze
I'm all alone, I need your help!*

[Bridge]
(You only realize what kind of man you are
When you feel pain you understand.)

[Verse 2]
What is wrong?
How can I go on?
Taking step by step
I'm moving slowly and it's long
But what if I am wrong?
I'm not in it for mills
I do not talk about
Murder, murder, kill, kill, kill
I'm in my own daze
But I am not amazed
Feeling bionic, I'm not psychotic
Nor am crazed
But people want to judge me
And that's OK with me
I wish they really knew
What my music's meant to be
And they will never know
And I have much to show
Even when they pass me by
I know I'm in control
And people need to learn
I'm ahead of their time
I can hear the whole world
Everyday with an open mind

[Chorus x3]