I Don’t Understand

Verse 1
I keep on asking myself
How am I always broke
Get a balance sheet
That's just showing me the flows
Money disappearing
And its right under my nose
In and out
In and out
Always out the money goes
You say real raps gone
But how can real die out
Life hitting you hard
Well I might need a time out
Please who turning up
Cuz I'm turning up right now
Can you blow the whistle
Call this shit the tryouts
Funny how
Life is still the most expensive
And the most difficult puzzle
Got to change my shoes
Underestimated the puddle
How many problems
I swear it's more than a couple
But then shits so deep
No recognition for the hustle
Once you mention love I can tell your lines revised
So when I tell you this now please don't act like you surprised
Cuz you only call this real shit if its from a bigger name but then Ima keep on working till I switch up on the game

Chorus
I don't understand x3
Whats going on
I don't understand x3
But who cares

Verse 2
Statements become reality
Success becomes my slogan
God answering prayers
So now how do I approach him
Started with a prayer
Then I end it with devotion
I'm connecting with the spirits
I can tell you mine is open
Please mind your business
Honestly I'm trying to
But so far I'm in premium economy
My path still got a long way ahead
And untop of that I've got many obstacles in front of me
Sometimes the success of my peers got me cowarding in fear
And I don't know what to do
Other times the extra effort I put in is still bringing no results
Honestly its true
I'm hear and you know that I'm working I just want to take W's
Not hearing that I drew
In life you know you got to take the risk
The downside is there is still a chance of getting screwed
Look, lend a helping hand its a helping hand I'm lending
Getting confused from mixed messages you sending
One day you all emotional all up in your feelings
Next day you start telling me that you was just pretending
Seeing millions in my sleep
That's a million dollar dream
Put the effort in
That's a million dollar scheme
They say things are happening as long as you believe
So last night being broke, call this
Million dollar eve

Chorus
I don't understand x3
Whats going on
I don't understand x3
But who cares