I Don’t Need Friends

[Chorus:]

I don't even need friends anyway
They always just end up gettin' in the way
They always just turn out to be two-faced
I don't want anyone in my life that's fake

[Verse 1:]

Yeah I'm nice but I still got a rage
Push me far enough and you won't see another day
I hate it when these people ask if I'm okay
Just mind your fuckin' business and stop being so fake and cliché
Betrayed but who pays attention anyway?
Just leave me in dismay, got played
Now you leave me to decay, that's okay
Acting tame but you can see that I'm afraid
Of a new page, cell opens but I'm stayin' in my cage
Contemplate, fuck the plague, I feel so out of place
You can see my disgust for these people on my face
I just want to free myself from this disgrace
It's insane, every day new headache from all these snakes
No, I don't wanna conversate, communicate
Man I barely wanna graduate with you guys
Just wanna swat you flies all the time
You're defects in my life, bye
I'm a reject in your eyes, that's fine
Disrespect from parasites
Infect my mind with suicide
Neglect my cry until I die

[Chorus:]

I don't even need friends anyway
They always just end up gettin' in the way
They always just turn out to be two-faced
I don't want anyone in my life that's fake

[Verse 2:]

I hate to be in public when I'm sober
I just noticed that I'm older and bi-polar
I'm a misnomer, a loather on board the emotional coaster
It's like one sec a jokester, the next a poser, guess I'm a loser
Shit in my past I can't get over
It's on my chest I can't brush off my shoulder
Can't keep control or keep my composure
I'm 'bout to blow and bulldozer you over
Fuck disrespect, Id rather be a loner
Fuck cigarettes, I'd rather be a stoner
I swear to you I don't get over anything, these memories
Are haunting me, my ears still ring and my eyes sting like I'm
Swimming in chlorine, most likely just over-thinking everything
Maybe these memories aren't as mean as they seem
I don't even know what friends are for anymore
My heart is torn apart with force
My mind is bored, confined and worn
I don't even need friends anyway
They always just end up gettin' in the way