I Don’t Love You, I’m Sorry (Demo)

[Verse 1]
You're saying that one day you will go
Our love will take a turn or two but it's a dead end road
Leave me on the footpath out the front of your front door
'Cause I don't think my heart can take the beating anymore

Yeah I understand, doesn't mean this doesn't hurt
Ground already shaken I feel a rise up through the dirt
Can't look you in the eyes I feel my questions hit the floor
You say it's ok if you don't want to do this anymore
It's ok if you don't love me anymore

[Chorus]
And I'll try my best to not blame you
And I'll cling tight to my own truth
I wish that I was bulletproof but actually I'm really, pretty lonely
I wanna see you tonight

[Verse 2]
The forest had been ransacked by the out of season storms
I danced around in the debris and you ignored my calls
The past doesn't ring doorbells it kicks in your fucking walls
Remembers all the pick-me-ups and reminds you of the fall

Now I'm growing, I am changing, what I want from life seems mad
Want a big house in the country and I want to be a dad
If you don't want the same things it's alright I understand
I just won't lean too hard on you while you make other plans

[Chorus]
And I'll try my best to not blame you
And I'll cling tight to my own truth
I wish that I was bulletproof but actually I'm really, pretty lonely
I wanna see you tonight

[Verse 3]
So if you're thinking that one day you will leave
That we will have a lot of fun but you'll wind up sick of me
And maybe as I turn the wrong way up Belgian street
There's some hope for the future in this immediate defeat

We don't understand each other but both acknowledge the pain
And I hope you're not too uncomfortable when I see you again
Look you in the eyes and with the purest intent I'll say
I love you and I'm sorry that it ended up this way
I love you and I'm sorry