I Don’t Know Which Way to Turn

[Verse 1]
I don't know which way to turn
All the lessons I have learned are meaningless because I'm free
To deceive all who believed
I deliver best when I'm deprived of all the things I need
And that's just me can't
Can't you see that I despise integrity?
And if it hurts to be so sure
And if you're not as sure then
Surely you should change your point of view
And if I was to say let's change
Then we would change today because
Change is just a phase we all go through

[Verse 2]
When I'm up there on the stage
I just hide my eyes and pray that soon enough the show will end
Why do I go through this hell?
Each time I question myself but next night I'm up there again
It's the same as real life I want to
End that as well
And if it's wrong then it's right to me
'Cause I can see the goodness in the things you're going to do
It's not a case of what is right or wrong
It's just as long as you can see what we were having to do