​i don’t know how to love

[Intro]
Noah: "We're back to that? Are we back there? What about the past couple of days? They happened you know."
Allie: "I know they happened, and they were wonderful. But they were also very irresponsible." (Noah gets up angrily, overturning a chair) "I have a fiancé waiting for me at a hotel whose gonna be crushed when he finds out what I did"
Noah: "So you make love to me, and then you go back to your husband? Is that your plan? Was that a test I didn't pass?"
Allie: "No! I made a promise to a man. He gave me a ring and I gave him my word."
Noah: "And your word is shot to hell now, don't ya think?"
Allie: "I don't know-I don't know. I'll find out when I talk to him."
Noah: "This is not about keeping your promise, and it's not about following your heart. It's about security"
Allie: "What is that suppose to mean?"
Noah: "Money!"
Allie: "What are you talki-"
Noah: "Now I hate you, you smug bastard!"
Allie: "Well I hate you. If you leave here, I hate you"

[Verse 1: scum]
I don't believe that you can love me
I believe that I'm ugly
I believe that everything I love leaves me in the end
'Cause I tried to steal you, I tried to keep you
But you ran away cause I got scared and oh
And I don't know how to talk to you
I don't know how to follow through
'Cause I just doubt myself in everything I do
I don't know how to love

[Verse 2: convolk]
Thinking 'bout you, dreaming of you
Everyday since you said you hate me
I can't breathe now, I wanna leave now
Always and forever
My bed is a mess, ayy
My head is a wreck, ayy
Telling you that I don't know what I been through
I'm sick of all your disrespect, ayy
I'm, I'm, I'm gone now, so long now
I want it the hard way

[Outro]
Noah: "But don't you take the easy way out."
Allie: "What easy way? There is no easy way! No matter what I do, somebody gets hurt!"
Noah: "Would you stop thinking about what everyone else wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do you want?"
Allie: "it's not that simple-"
Noah: "What do you want? Goddammit, what do you want?"
Allie: "...I have to go."