I Don’t Know

[Verse 1]
Feel like I'm doing this all wrong
Talking to myself and these four white walls
Maybe it's time to let you know
That I don't know, I don't know
Holding my hand and kissing my neck
You smile softly and watch me undress
Maybe it's time to let you know
That I can't let go, oh, I don't know

[Chorus]
I've been dealing with issues and making my bed
I've been crying at stop lights and gas stations
I've been finding a reason to call my friends
I've been making it harder than it already is
I've been staring at our pictures at 3am
Think I'm finding out that maybe I'm a masochist
If you treated me so badly
Then why do I miss it?
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know

[Verse 2]
I see you're doing better
Am I still on your mind?
You moved out to the West Coast suburbs
And left it all behind, oh
I know that we've both changed
I finally learned to drive
There's so much I could tell you
But I hesitate keeping you in my life

[Chorus]
I've been dealing with issues and making my bed
I've been crying at stop lights and gas stations
I've been finding a reason to call my friends
I've been making it harder than it already is
I've been staring at our pictures at 3am
Think I'm finding out that maybe I'm a masochist
If you treated me so badly
Then why do I miss it?
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know