I Don’t Feel Like Talking

I don't feel like talking
I know it sounds rather cheesy, but really I don't have a reason
I just felt like calling
I know you probably mad at me since, I have called this past week
Now do you feel like talking
There has to be a million stories, so let's get higher
Than a million story building and tell all about what you been dealing with
He said, "I'm sorry
But I don't feel like talking"

Nasser, phone calls feel less important
Got pops and moms divorcing
19 with a baby no one supports him
My big bro role model's always out touring
You been in Europe, giving me sermons
While I'm kicked to the curb in the Philippines third world
Living, my only luxury's what the good lord giveth
But what he's given me is a poor man's wisdom
Happiness for the ignorant
That's me have a kid, but I'm still a kid
Like I still Iive in Damascus in my head
Day dreaming and I'm thinking of you, I'm a dreamer
I'm Aretha, Black soul gifted with youth
Asshole and I took those from you
I can't call cuz I miss you so much
But we're cool, as long as you're coming home soon

I don't feel like talking
I know it sounds rather cheesy, but really I don't have a reason
I just felt like calling
I know you probably mad at me since, I have called this past week
Now do you feel like talking
There has to be a million stories, so let's get higher
Than a million story building and tell all about what you been dealing with
She said, "I'm sorry
But I don't feel like talking"

Nasser, Why should I ever call you?
And what you did, why would you? how could you? you're just awful
If I saw you, I'd jump you, I'd cut you, so
I rather cut connections and avoid you
Disloyal, unfaithful
Disappointment, ungrateful
So painful, thought we're soul mates
All this love that I've given but the love's not reciprocal
What does she have that I couldn't give to you
I'm not bitter now I wanna get rid of you
Memories like a photograph
Only look at the negatives when you lose the original
So don't call here, polar bear I'm being cold here
Carrying bad news, a pall-bearer, gotta be
Strong here, and if you call I won't bare it
Cuz I might still love you and I'm so scared