I DON’T FEEL LIKE MYSELF

[Verse 1]
I hope they save me a spot on the red carpet
I been suicidal for a hot minute
They say my music career just started when I wanna finish
And lately god has been quiet I think my fate is written
Talk about my name when it's clearly forbidden
I'm the milk man getting drunk on another mission

Sitting down with scars that my father made
Hopefully he gets to see the day his son is paid
"Look at what I made stacking shelves waiting for a raise"
Working late, working late

I'm drowning in the bottle with the mouldy bread I made
I'm frowning at the mirror with the man I've come to hate
I drink another bottle then I forget the date

[Verse 2]
Figures off you gotta play you're role, fingers on my soul
Tell 'em how I gotta get it down like a job parole

While you getting money not deserving
All your people 'round you don't deserve
Sick and Tired, Sick and Tired of co-signing these kids
Put the Fire, Put the Fire on the flame that's already Dim

I might do a sin
I'ma Let the devil in static going thin
Let the flaws go getting dim