I Don’t Feel Anymore

[Intro]
Broken people
Yeah

[Verse 1]
Heart broken and I'm starin' at the moon light
Nothings helping so I'm hopin' that this view might
I don't wanna sink into it tonight
So I crack a brew that's just
What I have to do to get my mood right
I don't understand who I'm even becomin'
Don't know why my demons are always getting summoned
Man they make it so hard, for me to let love in
Don't know what I run from, but I keep on runnin'
Wish that I could slow down but I've never known how
If you give me your heart it's gonna get thrown out
I stayed in the darkness even when I found light
Fuckin' hate this bottle so I break it on the ground likе, like

[Chorus]
Why do I drink till I'm numb? ('Till I'm numb)
Why do I smoke till it's done? ('Till it's donе)
'Till I don't feel anything no more (No more)
I don't feel anything no more (No more)
Sayin' 'why do I drink 'till I'm numb?' ('Till I'm numb)
Why do I smoke 'till it's done? ('Till it's done)
'Till I don't feel anything no more (No more)
I don't feel anything no more (No more)

[Verse 2]
Feels like I don't fit in with society
They may not like who I am but I am me
I don't ever talk I'm sitting quietly
But my head is loud, don't know how to settle down all the anxiety
I have always felt like I don't belong here
It's been a long year, it's been a long life
Sick of everybody sayin' its gonna be alright
Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night
Everyone is who the fuck I need to stay away from
I don't wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb
I know that it's not right, need to get my mind right
But for now I'm drunk, high, and crying to the sky like, like

[Chorus]
Why do I drink 'till I'm numb? ('Till I'm numb)
Why do I smoke 'till it's done? ('Till it's done)
'Till I don't feel anything no more (No more)
I don't feel anything no more (No more)
Sayin' 'why do I drink till I'm numb?' ('Till I'm numb)
Why do I smoke till it's done? ('Till it's done)
'Till I don't feel anything no more (No more)
I don't feel anything no more (No more)

[Verse 3]
I don't wanna be like this forever though
I hold onto a lot of shit I need to let it go
But it's harder than I'd like to show
I make the small things seem bigger
Like I'm lookin' through a microscope
Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls
Need to be relentless if I wanna build a new world
I know that I can change every day I am praying
Cause I don't wanna be an 80 year-old man sayin', sayin'

[Chorus]
Why do I drink 'till I'm numb? ('Till I'm numb)
Why do I smoke till it's done? (Till it's done)
'Till I don't feel anything no more (No more)
I don't feel anything no more (No more)
Sayin' 'why do I drink till I'm numb?' ('Till I'm numb)
Why do I smoke 'till it's done? ('Till its done)
'Till I don't feel anything no more (No more)
I don't feel anything no more (No more)