I don’t exist

[Intro]
Took away my self-worth, yea u locked the door
I let u in but u only wanted more
Shatter me until im crying on the floor
And the past was my disgrace!!!
Swear to god ill be enough someday <3
Ill be alright, ill be okay
Cuz baby im not real...

[Pre-Chorus]
Am i even real? or am i just a fantasy?
Am i even real? or am i just a fantasy?
Am i even real? am i am i even real?
Am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?

[Chorus]
Am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?
Im losing my mind been a long time since uve talked to me
I can't feel my body ur voice is still haunting me
I can feel the trauma digging itself within me

[Verse]
Im not real oh im not real!
I can't feel i can't feel
(couldn't feel for you)
Im not real
(and i ruin everything i do)
No i can't feel i can't feel real

[Chorus]
Am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?
I hope u dont mind that i want u all to me
Ho-hope u dont ever 4get about me!1!!1! :(
E-even when the stars fall ull still be my everything

[Verse 2]
Have no idea who i am anymore?
Took away my self-worth, yea u locked the door
I let u in but u only wanted more
Shatter me until im crying on the floor
And the past was my disgrace!!!
Swear to god ill be enough someday <3
Ill be alright, ill be okay
Cuz baby im not real...

Real im not real
Real im not real
Real i dont exist
I dont exist i dont exist