I don’t deserve this pain

Intro :
Yeah
I don’t deserve this pain
I don’t deserve this pain
I don’t deserve this pain, no
I don’t deserve this pain
I don’t deserve this pain
I don’t deserve this pain
I don’t deserve this pain, no
I don’t deserve this pain

Verse :
I just want love I want all of yours
You are the one that I can’t ignore
Took too much pills and now on the floor
Suicide, suicide, suicide doors
And I don’t want to feel like this anymore
Holes in the walls and I’m slamming doors
Broken your promise, I’m broken more
I just want love but not all of yours

Look in the mirror I see no reflections
I don’t know myself and it ruins my message
I try to cure hearts, but I don’t know directions
If I don’t take care of it, turns to infections

This world is so fucked it’s the new generation
They love to tell lies that’s the false information
You said you don’t love me, and told me to face it
But when you see “R.I.P” to my name, just don’t fake it

I thought that love lasted forever and ever
But this not a fairytale pull it together
My moods like a rainy day, sad or whatever
I put on a mask and then say that I’m better

I feel so alone and I’m losing all battles
It got to the point where I talk to my shadows
My momma cause stress, and my fathers an asshole
I’m just tryna figure out who is the adult

But honestly man I just feel like I’m dead inside
Honestly wanna give up, I just want to die
You said that I am “A Star” I don’t have a light
I have just been in the dark almost all my life

Hard to be happy when you don’t have happiness
I don’t have love no one to, to be happy with
I know that suicide could be the death of me
Feel like I’m empty, don’t know what is left for me

Hook :
Buried alive
Think ‘bout the nights that you left me and cried
You said you love but left me behind
I just wanna know why, why did you lie
Losing, losing
Losing my mind
It’s hard to breathe God is giving a sign
Took all my money and wasted my time
You are not worth a dime
I am buried alive

Buried alive
Think ‘bout the nights that you left me and cried
You said you love but left me behind
I just wanna know why, why did you lie
Losing, losing
Losing my mind
It’s hard to breathe God is giving a sign
Took all my money and wasted my time
You are not worth a dime
I am buried alive

Outro :
I don’t deserve this pain
I don’t deserve this pain, no
I don’t deserve this pain
I don’t deserve this pain
I don’t deserve this pain
I don’t deserve this pain, no
I don’t deserve this pain

I don’t deserve this pain
I don’t deserve this pain
I don’t deserve this pain, no
I don’t deserve this pain
I don’t deserve this pain
I don’t deserve this pain
I don’t deserve this pain, no
I don’t deserve this pain