I Don’t Deserve the Sun

[Verse]
How can I argue with your trembling lip; especially when the case I'm pleading is built on a precedent of bullshit
If I don't escape in this hatchback, [I'll] leave this city in a body bag
[I’ll] Make a martyr of my self and stand for my ambition; lose another battle in the wall of this condition

[Chorus]
And I don't deserve the sun
So today I won't shine on anyone
And if this morning's moods don't subside, let's get institutionalised tonight

I don't deserve the sun
So today I won't shine on anyone
And if this morning's moods don't subside, I'll get institutionalised tonight

[Verse 2]
And a future with the afternoon, my dumb luck [has] run out way to soon
And I don't wanna die when I'm innocent enough
No purpose but to kill more time, no joy, no simplicity, no smiles
And I’ll hide inside and have an unnatural life, for the remainder of my natural life

[Chorus]
'Cause I don't deserve the sun
So today I won't shine on anyone
And if this morning's moods don't subside, I'll get institutionalised tonight

I don't deserve the sun
So today I won't shine on anyone
And if this morning's moods don't subside, I'll get institutionalised tonight

[Verse 3]
Hang my blows from my front door, write a note that he's one who asks for more and I beat him down, let him know that there's no love in this undergrowth

How can I trust a body like yours when you know what you've used that body for

And I warned you about my lows, but I understand if you have to go

Everyone always has to go

[Chorus]
'Cause I don't deserve the sun
So today I won't shine on anyone
And if this morning's moods don't subside, I'll get institutionalised tonight

I don't deserve the sun
So today I won't shine on anyone
And if this morning's moods don't subside, I'll get institutionalised tonight