​i don’t care

It's clear we're on the edge
I always bottle it up
Til i feel dead
I won't say it again
You know i stay in the hell
That is my head
& it never ends

I wanna feel alive
Oh, to be someone
Who is alright
& i wanna feel the love
To not flinch everytime
I close my eyes
It's never fine

I don't care
Anymore
I'm not sure if i ever did
& you don't love me
Anymore
Are you sure you even did?

We think we are the same
As if there's nothing about me
You would change but
I know that's not the case
You'll find someone better
& that's ok cause
It's good that way

I'm safe & sound
In the ground with you
I never learned
To say sorry
Or how to love
I take it out on you
Spit out "sorry"
& hope that is enough