I don’t blame you

Alone now, everybody wanna go now
I was the one that left tho, i am nothing but a ghost
I just wish you would've stayed
I see you’re doing fine now, that's cool
I just hope you're happy now
I’m really not okay but, that's life
I just wish you were around
But i see you're just doing your best
While I'm still here fucked up

And you, you told me you would never change
But you did and now its gone
And i don't really blame you for that
And you, you told me its forever
But to you i guess its not
So ill just sit here and rot
And i don't really blame you for that

I just wanna find happiness all the time
I just wanna go a day without you on my mind
But i do and it hurts me
Every single day and its hurting
Wanna go away but i cannot escape
And I'm down in the trenches ill call it a day
Its all in the past so why does it hurt?
My heart is all black I'm dead in the dirt
You’re going on and i am still here
You’re off in the distance and no one is near
But i see you're just doing your best
While I’m still here fucked up

And you, you told me you would never change
But you did and now its gone
And i don't really blame you for that
And you, you told me its forever
But to you i guess its not
So ill just sit here and rot
And i don't really blame you for that

I don't really blame you
I don’t really blame you
I don't blame you
I don't blame you..