I Do What I Don’t Want

[Chorus]
Take me away from all these broken pieces
I seem to stumble on
Break me away from all these raw emotions
I cannot go on
All of the things I do are killing me
I do what I don't want
Jesus help me see You're here with me
I do what I don't want

[Verse]
Sinful is all in my mental
I thought it was simple
Guess that's why He sent You
It's an uphill battle I'll never win
Unless I give my life to him
But I fight back
I don't really like that though
Watching my back
Demons want my soul
God, do you hear me when my heart don't show?
Sin let me go 'cause it's gettin' so old

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't take it
I won't make it
My heart is shaking
My pride is breaking
I don't understand
Can you hear me screaming?
What's my plan?
I'm sinking fast
If I don't have you I won't last
If I don't see you I might crash
Depression's chasing like my past
The chains are breaking Father can you

[Chorus]
Take me away from all these broken pieces
I seem to stumble on
Break me away from all these raw emotions
I cannot go on
All of the things I do are killing me
I do what I don't want
Jesus help me see You're here with me
I do what I don't want

[Post-Chorus]
Help me get outside my head
It's so dark here in my bed
Sometimes I think that I'm dead
But I remember you instead
Depression is the weight I lift
I can't lie can't handle this
Jesus, I need You to take my whips
And on that cross that's what You did
Jesus, I need You to take my whips
And on that cross that's what You did