​i dnt want us 2 b dead

[Verse]
I done tried to speak my heart a thousand times
And it gets nowhere
I thought I could change myself for the better
Instead I say it's not fair
My enemies reach out to me they like it when I tear
I tried being humble think I did that for the last time
Sitting in my bubble tryna figure out my past lives
Like did I ever get it right?
Have I changed in the slightest?
I promise I don't bite

[Chorus]
I don't think you really gеt it
Wake up feeling double headеd
Two headaches need double the medicine
Two pm so I hop out of bed
Empty stomach my health in the red
I still been trippin' over what you said
Seventeen feet under and I can not catch a breath
Maybe I'm holding on to you cause I don't got anything left
If I let go it's for the best I don't want us to be dead
I don't want us to be dead, I don't want us to be dead