​​​​​​i didnt know how to spell jealousy until the 11th grade

[Refrain: FearDorian]
That's what happened with me
Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy

[Chorus: FearDorian]
And I’m still waiting for that day
I'm on a quest, I had to get the dogs out the way
And I'm still looking for the change
Came from nothing but we still made a way
Thought you was my brethren, that was back in the day
Can’t even look at you the same
Am I to blame?
Thought my friends was forever but they foes now
You ain't have to break the bond now
'Cause if I ever needed help, it get dark out
I'm all alone, I'm in the dark now
And it's sad, but it's true
I was feeling damaged, like what happened to you?
I used to carе too much
Now I don't even care what happеns to you

[Refrain: FearDorian]
Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy

[Chorus: FearDorian]
And I’m still waiting for that day
I’m on a quest, I had to get the dogs out the way
And I'm still looking for the change
Came from nothing but we still made a way
Thought you was my brethren, that was back in the day
Can’t even look at you the same
Am I to blame?
Thought my friends was forever but they foes now
You ain't have to break the bond now
'Cause if I ever needed help, it get dark out
I'm all alone, I’m in the dark now
And it's sad, but it's true
I was feeling damaged, like what happened to you?
I used to care too much
Now I don't even care what happens to you

[Outro: Kate Winslet]
I'm just a fucked up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind