​i deserve it

Do you feel like I do
In the night tell me things that aren't true
I just might try to numb myself too
With a pint of this gross ass cheap booze
I just wanna be free from this weight on my shoulders
What else can I say?
I'm a poser, drive me insane
I deserve it, make me know pain
(X2)

Because I don't wanna be just another high note
You can say you hit, I know that I'm so foolish
I'm so wannabe cool kid
We can go and get lost on the weekend
Dive into the water on the deep end
Do you think I'm really worth keeping around?
(X2)