I Deserve It

[Intro: Jarren Benton]
Yeah
Jarren Benton
Ayy, Kato
These sucker ass niggas think I'm the nigga to fuck with me
They think they know me, man
These motherfuckers think they know me, Kato!
You have no idea

[Verse 1: Jarren Benton]
Tried suicide once, didn't have the balls to go all the way
Thought a bottle of pain pills will take all my hurt away
I was so in depression and all this pain was gon’ murder me
I’m still standin’, bitch, go tell the fuck niggas come murder me, yeah
Born and raised on the Eastside, ho, dad ran out, where the hell he go?
Young dumb ass nigga doing stupid ass shit, what the fuck I know?
Mama like “Boy, better get it together, here, read the Bibe-biti-biti-bibe-biti-biti-bible”
In one ear and out the other that’s how she sound, in the back of my dome
Hit a half of pound in the back of her home, “Goddamn, boy, what the fuck goin' on?”
I’m sorry, mom, I ain’t built like that, but I’m so stressed out and I feel so alone
Got a little girl, all the way broke as fuck and I still live in my grandma’s house
So my girlfriend thinks I’m a loser, bitch, I’m tryin’, goddamn, what’s that about?
Fuck it (Fuck it, fuck it,) I feel like givin’ up
I cannot play the cards that God has dealt, I feel like that’s enough
So I dig deep down inside to find a strength for me to buck up
What don’t kill me make me stronger, now it’s time to get the fuck up

[Chorus: Jarren Benton]
Ki-ki-killin’ everything, I’m on that murder shit
I wake up every day like that’s the only thing my purpose is (Ha)
All the pain I felt, guess it was worth it, then
So when a nigga make it to the top, I deserve this shit
I deserve this shit (I deserve this shit,) I deserve that shit (I deserve this shit)
If a hater lose his life tonight, he deserve that shit (He deserve this shit)
I deserve this shit (I deserve this shit,) we deserve this shit (We deserve this shit)
We [?] so fuckin’ [?] bitch, we deserve that shit

[Post-Chorus: Hemi]
All I do is
Kill shit, kill shit, kill shit, all I do is (Kill, kill, kill)
Kill shit, kill shit, kill shit, all I do is (Kill, kill, kill)
Kill shit, kill shit, kill shit, all I do is
Murder, murder, murder, murder, murder, murder

[Verse 2: Jarren Benton]
I’ma kill everything in sight (Yeah,) I was put here to murk your life (Ha)
[?] murder mics, I’m a demon that cursed tonight (Yeah)
Put my heart on this paper and scribble pain like it hurts to write
This a spartan, decapitate motherfuckers, the first to fight (Ha)
First to swing a sword at hoes, loan that rope, my heart so cold
Fuck, I gave like throw my souls, this rap shit is like all I know
Been patienly waitin’ to flow, I feel I can’t take anymore
I drown in my misery, this depression is breakin’ me slow
Fuck it, gotta get up and fight, can no motherfucker here hold me down
I’ma show these clowns, where the fuck is my crown, click-click blah, I’ma blow these rounds
Go so hard, we deserve this shit, back then I was so worthless, bitch
Can’t walk one fuckin’ mile in my shoes, y'all pussy ass niggas better suck my dick
Yeah, I’m tryna upgrade on my cashflow
I’m kickin’ down the door so what the fuck you think this mask for?
Hope you die a slow then come back a faggot’s asshole
K—Kato on the track, so niggas know I’m ‘bout to spaz, ho

[Chorus: Jarren Benton]
Ki-ki-killin’ everything, I’m on that murder shit
I wake up every day like that’s the only thing my purpose is (Ha)
All the pain I felt, guess it was worth it, then
So when a nigga make it to the top, I deserve this shit
I deserve this shit (I deserve this shit,) I deserve that shit (I deserve this shit)
If a hater lose his life tonight, he deserve that shit (He deserve this shit)
I deserve this shit (I deserve this shit,) we deserve this shit (We deserve this shit)
We [?] so fuckin’ [?] bitch, we deserve that shit (Ha)

[Post-Chorus: Hemi]
All I do is
Kill shit, kill shit, kill shit, all I do is (Kill, kill, kill)
Kill shit, kill shit, kill shit, all I do is (Kill, kill, kill)
Kill shit, kill shit, kill shit, all I do is
Murder, murder, murder, murder, murder, murder