I’d Rather Not Think About It

[Verse 1: Brian Nasty]
Oh my dear
Am I the one you're waiting for?
Come over here
Use your words to tell me more
You have no idea
You've never been given a chance before
Oh the fear
Has been here longer than you can afford

[Chorus]
I'd rather not think about it
No I would rather not think about it
I'd rather not think about it
No I would rather not think about it
I try not to think about it
No I would rather not think about it
I try not to think about it
I would rather not think about it

[Verse 2]
Now what the fuck do we do about it?
I know you'd rather not think about it
I know you find it hard to talk about it
But you know you shouldn't walk around it
Can't you picture your life without him?
Burning bridges to be beside him
You say you could never but you're just like him
He wasn't there or do you need reminding?
Babe I hate to not see you smiling
I know it's hard and things look frightening
But you lost yourself trying to find him
The road to recovery is long and winding
But i get it cause love is blinding
I really hope that peace will find him
Just be kind and keep on trying
If you promised, would that be you lying?

[Chorus]
I'd rather not think about it
No I would rather not think about it
I'd rather not think about it
No I would rather not think about it
I try not to think about it
No I would rather not think about it
I try not to think about it
'Cause I would rather not think about it

[Bridge]
Time goes by
I'd rather not think about it
No I would rather not think about it
I try not to think about it
No i would rather not think about it
I try not to think about it
'Cause i would rather not think about it

[Verse 3: Felix]
Even if I treat all the pain like a color to paint
It might take all day to get drawn
Tell me it's a place I can take everything
About me and redeem all the things that are flawed
Tell me it's a place i can find all the tools for replacing
My brain with my heart
And if my feelings not as deep as I thought
Maybe none of this is as deep as I thought

It gets harder just to see what's in front of me
Mind clouded every day from who judging me
I would rather not speak when I get in this mode
I would rather throw shade to the public eye
I try gettin' by, smile on my face, and a wave saying "hi"
Why try? Knowing damn well
I don't fuck with it
These the errors of my ways and I'm stuck with 'em
All the knives behind his back yeah they stuck in 'em
And he tried to give a fuck but ain't none left
These emotions were his friends head first off the edge
Rather not think about it when his brains hit the floor

[Outro]
I'd rather not think about it
I'd rather not think about it
I try not to think about it
'Cause i would rather not think about it
I'd rather not think about it
I'd rather not think about it
I'd rather not
I'd rather not
I'd rather not
I'd rather not