I’d Rather Die

I got dirt in my mind
And the sun on my shoes
Im looking down
But still looking up
I fell behind watching all of you
But im better now
Im catching up

I tried to keep my feelings high
But sometimes i'd rather die
Than figuring it out

I got hurt in my mind
I got blood on my shoes
Its nice weather out
I don't give a fuck
I am a gospel
I got love to give
Somewhere, somehow, maybe

Know i tried to keep my feelings high
But sometimes i'd rather die
Than figuring it out

I got love on my mind
Imma give it to me
I've been giving out unnecessary
And isn't it awful all the love you give is no where to be found baby?
But i try to keep my feelings high
But sometimes i'd rather die
Theres good days and bad days for real
I got a scrape on my chin i need to heal