I’d Rather Change

I crave the motivation just to get up out of bed
Sometimes it feels like there’s a weight that keeps me trapped on the floor
And I know that there’s a better way than getting out of my head
Sometimes I feel there’s something about me that I think I’d rather change

I’d rather change
Than stay
For you
You told me once that I should leave
But I need you

I sit up on the couch at night to keep from endless sleep
Sometimes it feels like I can’t dream unless you’re lying next to me
And I know I push your company away most of the time
Sometimes I feel I’d like to be alone its just who I am but

I’d rather change
Than stay
For you
You told me once that I should leave
But I need you

I drive down through the town some days to keep from going home
Sometimes the sight of you not being there is just too much to bear
And I know that you’re not coming through that door ever again
Sometimes it feels like you’re still with me but I think its just the wind so

I’d rather change
Than stay
For you
You told me once that I should leave
But I need you

I’d rather change
I’d rather change
I’d rather change
Than stick around and stay the same
I’d rather change
I’d rather change
One of these days
You’re gonna look at me and say I should have changed
So I’d rather change
Get it out the way
Away from the pain
I’d rather change
I’d rather change
I’d rather change

You told me once that I should leave
But I need you