I cant sleep

Its a war inside my head what do i do
I keep trying not to fuck it up, while you think this is cool
I been losing some sleep and im losing my mind
Now your texting me again and your wasting all my time

I dont know why i can't sleep, but
Maybe its the drugs in me so
I can't speak its anxiety, i
Feel like your despising me

Looking in the mirror and i hate what i see
I dont wanna hear another inquiry
Dont know why i keep trying
With all the pressure crying
Can't feel my face im dying
Can't take all of your lying
Just shut up
Just shut up
I dont wanna hear another word

Hardest thing to do is to see through your lies
I fucking hate you cuz you never helped me realize
I always thought it was you but maybe its a disguise
I started doubting all the tears that id see in your eyes

It felt like, i might die
It feels like your killing me inside
Take a step back, dont lie
Dont tell me that ill be fine
Fuck

I think that im done trying
With all your constant lying
Maybe i should just quit it
But you keep talking and bitching

Its a war inside my head what do i do
I keep trying not to fuck it up, while you think this is cool
I been losing some sleep and im losing my mind
Now your texting me again and your wasting all my time

I dont know why i can't sleep, but
Maybe its the drugs in me so
I can't speak its anxiety, i
Feel like your despising me