I cant :/

I wonder where these people went
I wonder where my feelings went
Go to ask myself again
Go live in another land
I make dreams I don't understand
All the others ask where I went
Tried to sneak out through the vent
They see another corpse in the ground
They wonder if it's me there scared
It could be, they all ask for me
Where would thеy be
I live another night
I livе another life
I live another dream that I had never seen
So many good times gone in the breeze
I can't go back but I live so free
I am fake
But for my own sake I can't live this life
I can't take this knife
I can't ask for shit
I can't ask for this
I can't