I cannot h8 u

[Verse 1]
I don’t know how long it’s been
Since we wasted time together
Called to see if you were fine
When I know we both remember
I’m full of bad decisions
I make ‘em all the time
You left me with your riddance
Holdin’ on to your goodbye

[Pre-Chorus]
It hits me all the sudden
That’s the way the night goes
Replaying my mistakes
Like they have their own slideshow
I try to list the reasons I should forget you
But I cannot hate you

[Chorus]
I cannot hate you
And I do the most
To try and replace you
But it’s gettin’ old
And no I can’t erase you
So I stay at home
Cause if I can’t be with you
Then I’ll be alone

[Post-Chorus]
It’s like you died
I’m dead inside
I hold you tight
Staring at the nightstand
Wish I’d never lie
I don’t know why
I never did you right there
But I’m still your hype man

[Verse 2]
How can a person make you
Love yourself and hate yourself
At the same damn time
Same damn time no
How can a person make you
Find yourself, turn to something else
And break your mind
Break your mind no
All this time had to color me jaded
The memories call
They get so frustrated
All this time
Had my head on the pavement
Just telling myself to get over your vacance

[Pre-Chorus]
It hits me all the sudden
That’s the way the night goes
Replaying my mistakes
Like they have their own slideshow
I try to list the reasons I should forget you
But I cannot hate you

[Chorus]
I cannot hate you
And I do the most
To try and replace you
But it’s gettin’ old
And no I can’t erase you
So I stay at home
Cause if I can’t be with you
Then I’ll be alone

[Post-Chorus]
It’s like you died
I’m dead inside
I hold you tight
Staring at the nightstand
Wish I’d never lie
I don’t know why
I never did you right there
But I’m still your hype man