I Can’t Sleep

[Hook]
Man, I can’t even go to sleep
Cause There is so much bullshit on my mind
Sometimes I feel like I am empty
A piece of fucking shit, I wanna die
I’ve tried to force myself to sleep
But there is too much going in my mind
Sometimes I feel like I am empty
A piece of fucking shit, I wanna die
And that’s the shit I keep inside

[Verse]
I lay inside this empty house, hold a 9mm
With the barrel in my mouth as I turn up the speakers
To muffle out the sounds, that I will make before I leave ya
I wake up from this nightmare, depression’s a silent eater
I know that I should be asleep, but I can’t even try
Cause when I close my eyes, all I wanna do is cry
I’m full of so much emptiness, I feel nothing inside
Which is ironic, cause I’ve felt so much pain overtime
Fucking relationships, The ups and downs, It makes me sick
Cause when you’re happy, everything is fine, until it flips
And then you change your mind
And I am left feeling like shit
So do not blame me
When you see my body in a ditch
Is this too sad for you
You think that I am too depressed?
Well you don’t gotta fuckin listen
Cause I try my best
And every smile I try to force, is just a masquerade
To cover up all of the shit I go through everyday

[Hook]
And I can’t even go to sleep
Cause There is so much bullshit on my mind
Sometimes I feel like I am empty
A piece of fucking shit, I wanna die
I’ve tried to force myself to sleep
But there is too much going in my mind
Sometimes I feel like I am empty
A piece of fucking shit, I wanna die
And that’s the shit I keep inside
I can’t even go to sleep
Cause There is so much bullshit on my mind
Sometimes I feel like I am empty
A piece of fucking shit, I wanna die
And that’s the shit I keep inside