​i can’t keep going on

I'll take a walk to clear my head, like i always do
You'll have to pick my brains off the trunk of a tree
I'll be leaving like they want me to
You'll eat your words, & i'll be laughing as a ghost
Pray when it hurts, if it ever really does at all
I hate the world, from the winter all the way to fall
Fifth time i got anxious this week, i threw up in a bathroom stall

I can't keep going on like this, i can't keep going on
I don't know who i am, i don't know who i am
I won't keep going on like this, i won't keep going on
I don't know who i am, i don't know who i am