i can’t find joy in anything anymore

[Chorus: bloodsekai]
Sitting in the back of class
Why do I feel so attached?
I don't wanna ever go back
To the way it was 'cause it was sad
Everyone sits and stares
I look around like I don't care
It's so mundane, like, every day
It's so mundane, like, every day

[Verse 1: bloodsekai]
I always feel excluded
I wanna be included
Why's everyone so ruthless?
Good thoughts been so elusive
Walking around with no change of face
I wanna be like you so bad
Joking and laughing everyday
Inconvenient, my heart lacks

[Bridge: bloodsekai]
I wanna be like you so bad

[Chorus: bloodsekai]
Sitting in the back of class
Why do I feel so attached?
I don't wanna ever go back
To the way it was 'cause it was sad
Everyone sits and stares
I look around like I don't care
It's so mundane, like, every day
It's so mundane, like, every day

[Verse 2: moxii]
I miss when I could just smile it off
Recently, I've been finding myself pissed off
Scrolling on Twitter, it feels like Tinder
Every girl's in love, I wanna wither
It forces me to always remember
What I once had, yeah, I miss her
Seems like I just want attention
But I promise, I have good intentions
Disconnected from my friendships
Broke my antennas, I have no reception
Every girl hates lover boys, they just want manipulators
I don't wanna be that guy, but I could really treat you greater
Every night's the same thing, I'm begging someone saves me
Why does it feel like everyone hates me?

[Chorus: bloodsekai]
Sitting in the back of class
Why do I feel so attached?
I don't wanna ever go back
To the way it was 'cause it was sad
Everyone sits and stares
I look around like I don't care
It's so mundane, like, every day
It's so mundane, like, every day