I Can’t Decide Why I’m Alive

[Intro]
I, can't decide, why I'm alive
And I, won't try
Cause I, don't mind

[Chorus]
Same shit, new day
I'm running to the bag, yeah I'm running to the pay
I been thinking about the past, if it's something to the pain
Yeah I been through the dark, but I'm a-okay
Just
Lost in the system, man on a mission
Looking at my wrists, no slits inflicted
Sometimes I wish that, I could get distant
From all the pain, I thank god that I'm gifted

[Verse]
So step back mother fucker
I been really with the shit, know that mother fucker
I'm a boss in this bitch, cross on my wrist
I was lost in the mist, no track mother fucker
I could taste it
Stepping out this matrix, vacation to the safehaven
Play making, play till I make it
Riding with god, I won't stop no way bitch

[Outro]
I, can't decide, why, I'm alive
And I, won't try
Cause I, don't mind

I, can't dеcide, why, I'm alive
And I, won't try
Cause I, don't mind