I Can’t Believe I Died

[Part 1]
Yeah
It's really over
I can't believe that I died
I do not exist
I am no longer alive
The world turned to stone
Right before my eyes, and
Now I'm a memory inside of everyone's mind
I crossed the other side, I am on the other side
Will I meet God? Was I a matter of time?
Was my whole life a facade? Where is my mom?
I can't believe that I died
I can't believe that I died

[Part 2]
Wait, damn, I can't even say goodbye
To my daughter
I wanna hold her right now, and I wanna tell her I love her
I would give everything, I mean every single thing, if it means I could hug her
That's a moment I won't get
I'm feeling so much regret
Life came and went
I wish I would've appreciated every moment we spent
Nothing is left, damn
My life crashed and burned
Gone forever, I'll never return
I can't imagine the agony my mom is feeling
I know that she's gonna hurt
So will my dad, I know he's gon' break
Damn, I know he's gon' break
Not telling both of you how much I love you is probably my biggest mistake

[Part 3]
If I could go back in time
I would've did everything different
I would appreciate life
And would've actually lived it
I'd take my anger inside
And give my enemies forgiveness
The anger I held inside
Made my life feel like a prison
I would've stayed off my phone
I wasted all my time scrolling
Living my life through a screen
When I should've lived in the moment
Now I'm feeling this regret
And honestly I can't control it
'Cause I know that my motherfucking life is over and it kills me to know it

[Part 4]
And I'm hurt
Yo, all of this hurts
My daughter needs me
But I'm not around
I lie in the dirt
They always say
Don't take life for granted
But it's too late, I no longer have it
And yeah, you can pray
But there's no second chances
But I'm praying
Sorry if I'm out of line
But I need my life, I'm begging you, please
She's gonna be traumatized
The moment she walks up and she sees
A coffin where her father lies
And she's gonna scream, and she's gonna weep
And I don't wanna see her cry
I can't believe that I died
I reached the end
Damn, I never imagined this
The world I'm in
Stopped, it really went stagnant
I'm so perplexed
Shocked, don't know how to handle it
Knowing, knowing that I won't get a second chance again
Damn

[Outro]
Standing on the other side, I'm by myself
Missing you, realizing that my tears won't help
Always depressed, who saw the best in me
Now that I'm gone I rest in peace
My life flashed before my eyes
I'm wishing for one last time
I never saw my demise
I can't believe I died