I Can’t Believe I Did This Without You

[Chorus]
I can't believe I did this without you
I hate that I did this without you

[Verse 1]
And now you're flying home one day before me
And it burns and it burns
And I had this dream you would hold me like in Mexico
The day I flew home
But I saw you one time out here
And we just hurt and we hurt
And I want to stop
And I wanna be in your life

[Verse 2]
I love, respect, and need you so badly
"Badly" being the operative word
And now it’s done and I’ve done all I can
And I’ve got nothing left
And I’m looking for any exit I can find

[Chorus]
I can't believe I did this without you
I hate that I did this without you

[Verse 3]
They used loose razor blades to cut the tape here
There's razor wire around the roof
There's a train line around the back
There's a highway within earshot
They told me the fucking trees aren't real
I wanna show you, stand, hold your hand
And watch propellor planes flying in and out Van Nuys

[Verse 4]
I’ll show you as people are staring beside the train tracks
The crickets and the haze around the moon
And then it’s done and I’ve done all I can
And l I’ve got nothing left
And I’m looking for any exit I can find

[Chorus]
I can't believe I did this without you
I hate that I did this without you

[Instrumental break]

[Bridge/Outro]
I wanna bury myself in you
But I don’t think you’ll ever touch me again

I can't belive I did this without you
I hate that I did this without you
I can't belive I did this without you
I hate that I did this without you