I can feel eternity

I feel cold
For the first time in my life, I’m afraid of losing the world
Horripilation on my skin
It plants a seed, and it begins to haunt me
At night, I can’t sleep

These are the only thoughts that are keeping me here
Under ice, trapped, and frozen in fear
I’m stuck contemplating my constant degrading of thoughts while I rot in this infinite hell

(Hell)o, hello there
Frantic nighttime prayer
Fleet infinity swallows me, and I can feel eternity

I’m looking up, but all I see is the bottom
Why is my mind so small?
I just wanna understand why I even get to live at all
And it’s burning in my mind to think that I could even stand the tеst of time
When evеry other sleepless night I’d rather die than see the light

These are the only thoughts that are keeping me here
Under ice, trapped, and frozen in fear
I’m stuck contemplating my constant degrading of thoughts while I rot in this infinite hell