I Can Change

[Verse 1]
I've always had a lot of problems with listening
You can try repeating but I won't ever take it in
I'm a nightmare
But you can't blame me for trying
Left on the heating after leaving for hours
And I keep spilling food I wanna eat
Down the sofa
Do I belong here
When my head's wandering out there?

[Pre-Chorus]
It's the same old story, different day
I still tell myself
I can change, I can change
When it gets too boring
I count the ways that I convince myself

[Chorus]
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can changе
I can change, I can change

[Verse 2]
I fall asleep whenеver I drink a little too much
I get the fear I think I've said something stupid
I'm a disaster
Why do I even leave the house for?
I could write a book about
The things I've regretted
I've told a lot of stories that I really
Have shouldn't
But what's the point of living
If you don't mess up at all?

[Pre-Chorus]
It's the same old story, different day
I still tell myself
I can change, I can change
When it gets too boring
I count the ways that I convince myself

[Chorus]
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change

[Verse 3]
Remember how it used to
Be so normal to accept who we really were
Whatever happened to that?
I can't find what makes me feel
Like I know what I'm doing
If only it was that easy
To really believe that my ghosts are behind me
Why is this so hard?
It shouldn't phase me
But I've been hating myself lately

[Pre-Chorus]
It's the same old story, different day
I still tell myself
I can change, I can change

[Chorus]
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change