​i can act quite cold

𝘱𝘢-𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘵
[Chorus: patient]
I can act quite cold like I'm loveless
I can numb my heart while it’s pumping
Not invited to the function
I'm a freak bitch I say dumb shit
Sick of sitting home on my own, someone hold me
Stuck inside my head
Can my shrink unfold me
I like it when they hate me
I like it when they scold me
I like it when they try but they fail to control me
Don't pretend you know me
I don’t even know myself
Gimme just a minute to compose myself
No one gives a fuck is what I told myself
Gotta stop attempting to destroy myself
I can act quite cold like I'm loveless
I can numb my heart while it's pumping
Not invited to the function
I'm a freak bitch I say dumb shit

[Verse: ons13]
I remember when I seen her in the club lights
Now she's all I wanna see I don't wanna fight
Always made to feel wrong I don't wanna be right
I just really hope that we're gonna be alright
Had a dream last night that I was dressed in white
Woke up the darkness has taken what’s mine
I’m dumb I'm stupid ignoring your signs
I feel so useless I can’t make it right
She's a freak bitch, and I hate it
Sometimes feel like I'm not good enough to make it
If I give you my trust then don't betray it
You’re the only one I got so please don't fake it
I'm possessive and I'm nasty
I don't know why anyone would want me
I show you off, and you flaunt me
I look happy but my other side it haunts me

[Outro: patient]
Don't pretend you know me
I don't even know myself
Gimme just a minute to compose myself
No one gives a fuck is what I told myself
Gotta stop attempting to destroy myself
I can act quite cold like I'm loveless
I can numb my heart while it's pumping
Not invited to the function
I'm a freak bitch I say dumb shit