I Called in Today

First Verse:

I feel poisoned
I feel like I’m gonna die
I don’t even know
Why the fuck I think I am alive
I’m a piece of fucking shit
& I can tell
So I don’t try
I don’t care about this praying
Cause I won’t live in the sky
I’m a muthafuckin demon
I can hear them angels cry
I used to be a happy kid
Now I’m fucked up
And I know why
I’ve been drinking down these bottles
And I feel like im gone die
I am so fucking depressed
I do not think that I could cry
Look into my eyes
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Everyday I wake up
I want to go back to sleep
If my life’s a simulation
Can you hit delete
Staring at the ceiling
Hearing voices calling me
I Stare inside the mirror
See the devil haunting me
It’s nothing new
This is my life
These angels call for me
I turn them down
Cause I don’t care
That’s how it’s gonna be
My girl she says she cares
But I don’t feel the harmony
I keep on drinking
But I slowly think it’s harming me
It’s seems like everyday
All I do is make decisions
Sometimes I don’t even know why the fuck I keep on living
I walked into a church and burned
Because I keep sinning
They tell me I should stop
But I do not
I keep on giving
Into to the darkness
As it starts to rip my soul apart
It’s inspiration
And the fuel I need to make this art
I am so cold
And I do not think that I have a heart
I crashed into a church
And then I put my car in park
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Im feeling poisoned
I feel like I’m probably gonna die
& I don’t even know
Why the fuck I am alive
I am piece of shit
& I can tell
So I don’t try
I don’t care about praying
Cause I won’t live in the sky
Staring at the ceiling
Hearing voices calling me
I Stare inside the mirror
See the devil haunting me
It’s nothing new
This is my life
These angels call for me
I turn them down
Cause I don’t care
That’s how it’s gonna be