I Brought Myself Here

Another teenager that cries cries
Another teenager that thinks they wanna die
I was a boy who thought life was alright
Change his mind cause he lives in fright
Wanted to know when was the end
Wanted to know if it could begin
Stuck in a brain that could go insane
Always brought his parents to shame
Ignoring all the pain
Stayed in his room and prayed prayed prayed
Losing the will to live
Losing the will to give
His only word was sorry
Always judged his own body
Resorted to hiding
Resorted to whining
He will grow old with nothing
He will grow old with nothing
Finally it reached the end
But he wished it didn't begin