I Been Tryna Get Clean

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah, what
See I been tryna get clean (get cl-)
I wonder if she's proud of me (she's proud of me)
See I been tryna get clean for those around me
'Cause there's nothing within me worth protecting

[Verse 1]
Fuck a shield 'cause there's nothing worth protecting
You was the one thing that always kept me going now it's gone
I can't do it for myself
No I can't do it for myself
I don't think I'm worthy of her help
I don't think I'm worthy of this good help
I think it's been long past due
Always thought it'd be me before you
I wonder if you'd tell me I'm proud of you

[Chorus]
See I been tryna get clean (see I been tryna get clean)
I won't burden anybody else but me (noone else but me)
I wonder if she's proud of me (wonder if she's proud of me)
I still always wonder if she's proud of me (yeah, yeah)
See I been tryna get clean (see I been tryna get clean)
I won't burden anybody else but me (noone but me)
Wonder if she's proud of me (still wonder, wonder)
I still always wonder if she's proud of me (yeah, yeah)

[Verse 2]
(This is bliss, this is bliss)
I never felt bliss enough (bliss enough)
The tip of my tongue to the bottom of my toes
Heaven
Blasting through God himself through noone but me
Yeah I been tryna get clean
See I been tryna get clean

[Chorus]
See I been tryna get clean
I won't burden anyone else but me (just me, just me)
I wonder if she's proud of me (I wonder if she's proud of me)
I still always wonder if she's proud of me