​i been thinking

[Intro]
(Blackedy, you're a rapper now?)

[Verse]
I've been thinking, do I really love her or is it just a phase?
Bags inside my eyes, shit, I've been workin', haven't slept in days
Gaining my old habits back, I really gotta change my ways
I gotta change my ways
Was talkin' to my mama, she told me life not fair and I said fuck it, damn, you right
I was sittin' all up in a dark place, I was never seein' no light
Overthinkin' kill everything, shit, I just really sit in fright
Really sit in fright, nigga (Fuck, bruh)
Comparin' my life to other people, that's a bad habit that I can't lose
Money or happiness? Can't choose
Last shorty broke a nigga heart so you won't get in and you won't bruise
I done learned so many lessons, never L's, I'm tryna not lose (Tryna not lose), yeah
I be smokin' all the za', thinkin' the weed gon' help, but it's really just makin' it worse
I don't care if we both catch feelings, you gotta say you love me first
I done took like too many risks, it left my feelings in hearse
I've been gettin' like all this money, I think my pockets finna burst
And in four months I'm finna graduate and my life gon' change drastically
Know the girl don't love me, but she suck the shit fantastically
Really got me in my head
Who does she be textin' when my message get left on read? (Damn)
I be tryna not to fuckin' think about it
I don't wanna hurt myself, gotta learn myself
I gotta snap back
I don't love you, love that clap back ((I don't love you, love that clap back, ooh)
(I don't love you, love that clap back)

[Outro]
I've been thinking, do I really love her or is it just a phase?
Bags inside my eyes, shit, I've been workin', haven't slept in days
Gaining my old habits back, I really gotta change my ways
I gotta change my ways
Was talkin' to my mama, she told me life not fair and I said fuck it, damn, you right
I was sittin' all up in a dark place, I was never seein' no light
Overthinkin' kill everything, shit, I just really sit in fright
Really sit in fright, nigga (Fuck, bruh)
Comparin' my life to other people, that's a bad habit that I can't lose
Money or happiness? Can't choose
Last shorty broke a nigga heart so you won't get in and you won't bruise
I done learned so many lessons, never L's, I'm tryna not lose (Tryna not lose), yeah
I be smokin' all the za', thinkin' the weed gon' help, but it's really just makin' it worse
I don't care if we both catch feelings, you gotta say you love me first