I Appreciate The Sentiment

I've been spending time, looking at pretty boys in the magazines
Oh, I wish I was a pretty boy sometimes, I wish I was a pretty boy, too
I've been wasting time, looking at boys in the movies
I betray my very own will sometimes, I betray my very own will

I've been spending time, wishing my name was something grander
Oh I wish I was named Eurydice, oh wish I was named Eurydice
I've been wasting time, I just waste my time
I betray my own will sometimes, I betray my very own will

I appreciate the sentiment
But I'd like to be alone for a while
No I don't feel like
Going outside for a while

Oh I've been losing sleep, thinking about the past
Oh i wish the will bent back sometimes, I wish the will bent backwards
Oh I've had bitter dreams, dreams of anger and resentment
Oh I wish i couldn't dream sometimes, I wish i couldn't dream at all

I spend my nights in lament
Rolling round in my bile
No I don't feel like
Going outside for a while