I Am This

[Intro]
- Why can't you leave any of them alone? Can I...can I have just one...without you getting in the way? Now look...look what you made me do. Look what you made me do!
- I hate you. I hate you. I hate you
- It’s okay, it's okay, it's okay. I-I’ll make it better. I-I-I-I'll make it all better now

[Verse 1]
I don't think things get better
He won't leave me alone
What should I do? I'm always so scared
I can't leave, this is my home
All I want to
Be on my own
This demon won't leave
He is my [?]
Can't control the urge
Can’t control the feeling
I know when you first see me
You cannot see the bleeding
Who really cares, who really loves
Who really trusts in me?
I want to unleash the torment
That has been done to me
I seem as I feel the texture
Of this scanned on my fingertips
I can’t resist too much pleasure
And then he gets his wish
And there was never other moment
[?]

[Chorus]
I only wanted to [fall in?] love
Just working too hard, it wasn't enough
Now I am this monster
(Kill ’em all, kill 'em all, kill 'em all, kill 'em all)
[?] I regret [?] that’s left
Am I really this monster?
(Kill 'em all, kill 'em all, kill 'em all, kill 'em all)

[Bridge 1]
They will no longer [?]
If you listen, hear the cry
Don't take time to know who I am
People you will soon die

[Verse 2]
This moment wasn't supposed to be [?]
Not too short, confused, I'm losing, I'm getting out of this
Obssessed, nowhere to go, I'm stuck in this [?]
[?], oh yes, yes, I know
I can't remove the pictures, I cannot move the scenes
I want to feel your flesh, satisfy my needs
Release, relief, regret, repeat

[Bridge 2]
- They can talk all they want, but they will never understand as long as you keep a secret, but if you can't, it'll find you and you'll be alone. You hear that?! The lot of you. Alone

[Chorus]
I only wanted to [fall in?] love
Just working too hard, it wasn't enough
Now I am this monster
(Kill 'em all, kill 'em all, kill 'em all, kill 'em all)
[?] I regret [?] that's left
Am I really this monster?
(Kill 'em all, kill 'em all, kill 'em all, kill 'em all)