I Am Only Human

[Chorus]
Cause I could use a hand sometimes
Yeah I could use a hand sometimes
They say "pain is an illusion, this is just a bruise and
You are just confused" but I am only human
I could use a hand sometimes
I am only human

[Verse 1]
Maybe if you listen, I wouldn't bitch so much
And maybe if you slow down, I wouldn't have to hold up
And maybe if you invited me, I'd actually show up
And maybe if you supported me, I already would've blown up, that's true
My mom don't believe in me, I wonder when I carry
My headphones through the house what does she see in me?
Got thousands of fans I know what they mean to me
Rap is the only time where I have a voice, that's why I have to voice everything
Back then I reached out, and they didn't wanna reach back
Now that I'm getting radio play, they wanna talk, I don't speak back
Didn't need that, best believe that, after these tracks, 2016
Will be my year, and I don't give a fuck if you don't see that
And it seems that, I'm slowly finding myself
And solely, I'm realizing the only person who cared how I felt was me
You were no help, yes I am fragile, when I asked you to look at me, you would look pass me
I could tell it's me against the world and I'm desperate for help

[Chorus]
Cause I could use a hand sometimes
Yeah I could use a hand sometimes
They say "pain is an illusion, this is just a bruise and
You are just confused" but I am only human
I could use a hand sometimes
I am only human

[Verse 2]
I lost all the homies that I would stick with
They don't wanna know the real me, they just wanna know me because I'm Sik Kid
And they just wanna talk to me just so they could say they did it
Rap has ruled my life, cause now they're so sketch, but it's easy to tell the difference
Of someone who's real, or someone who's fake
They ask how I feel but I do not explain
I wish my family would check upon me and see if I'm okay
My mom says "call me if you need me" but that's so cliché
I'm on the boulevard stumbling, drunk right now
I think I might walk into traffic and simply lie down
You could honk the horns and throw middle fingers up and scream pipe down
I pick the pipe up and I smoke until it's light's out
I am confident about myself to hide that I'm self conscious
I act like you helped, but everything I did is self accomplished
My life isn't great, I'm just a rapper, nothing more I promise
My life is hard and if they ask why, I respond with

[Chorus]
Cause I could use a hand sometimes
Yeah I could use a hand sometimes
They say "pain is an illusion, this is just a bruise and
You are just confused" but I am only human
I could use a hand sometimes
I am only human

[Verse 3]
Yo, I'm not perfect, tell'em I've had it
Perfect is imperfection unless you see it as it
All I could see is me being terrible at it
I pray for a miracle while he prays to fix his habit
We're both praying to the same god
We praying is a dying fashion
A meteorite just struck my wold, now my life is drastic
I cannot handle and imagine if I gave up, think I past it
I live a life without a dream or release an avail tempt at it
Woah, since birth, I felt like a mistake
I'm not beautiful, I just having it used to having this face
Overthinking myself to sleep, I have the same thoughts when I awake
And these thoughts they keep picking upon my brain
Fuck I am insane, sick of the people who always tell me that I am the one to blame
Would you be the one to go through what I had to when I went through this pain
I sever the feeling I had a revealing and I already gotta get past that
I wish you understand that...

I am only human
(I am only human)